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A late night post... bc of two factors...
Sep. 3rd, 2025 09:38 pm Factor one: excessive consumption of various Coke products. (diet!) Factor two: well... I figure that I'd ramble a bit and then just try and sleep?? I did it last night. Wait. OK. Took my pills around two hours ago but I'm awake still. I did get a hold of the damn shrink, and made sure that all future upcoming appts be phone calls only, bc to be honest, I don't really trust him. Many reasons why too. Nuh uh. Not going there. Ever.
It's also hot temp wise in here, nor does it help that my brain is crammed with a rough metric shit ton of Asian ghost stories/movies... and whatever else. I have a special place in my heart for Japanese/Korean stuff. It stems from when I was younger, and these really cute exchange students would come to Frau Hell's (my foster mother) and do whatever these ppl would do in Canada? IDK really, but I fell hard for this Japanese guy named Takuya. (He was fucking hot. As was his brother Shinsuke.) and there was this guy from Korea who I pretty much fucked with. Man. Good times. He had to go do military duty... damn. If things were different? I probably would married either man instead of staring at my computer screen listening to freight trains haul ass into town.
Fate has it's ways ppl. Believe it. But if I didn't stay with Frau as long as I did, I'd never would have met Bees. So... idk?
I think I'm going to end it here and get some water. I need to drink at least 5 of the Temu cat tumblr that I got last year. Yikes!!
Don't let anyone con you into thinking that you have full control of your destiny cos you don't.
Sammy
It's also hot temp wise in here, nor does it help that my brain is crammed with a rough metric shit ton of Asian ghost stories/movies... and whatever else. I have a special place in my heart for Japanese/Korean stuff. It stems from when I was younger, and these really cute exchange students would come to Frau Hell's (my foster mother) and do whatever these ppl would do in Canada? IDK really, but I fell hard for this Japanese guy named Takuya. (He was fucking hot. As was his brother Shinsuke.) and there was this guy from Korea who I pretty much fucked with. Man. Good times. He had to go do military duty... damn. If things were different? I probably would married either man instead of staring at my computer screen listening to freight trains haul ass into town.
Fate has it's ways ppl. Believe it. But if I didn't stay with Frau as long as I did, I'd never would have met Bees. So... idk?
I think I'm going to end it here and get some water. I need to drink at least 5 of the Temu cat tumblr that I got last year. Yikes!!
Don't let anyone con you into thinking that you have full control of your destiny cos you don't.
Sammy
